+美琪+

只因你双手

2012-02-13T02:29:00.002+08:00

突然间我失去了方向
突然间我看不见光芒
我迷着路尝试回到你的道路
我往后退因为我决定放弃了

只因你双手
把我从黑暗拉起
只因你慈爱
让我再次勇敢爱
只因你恩典
让我继续往前走
只因你怜悯
让我寻见我梦想
只因你光芒
让我再一次生存

只因你的爱
是那无条件的爱。。。。。。

2012-02-08T02:28:00.003+08:00

何年何月何日何时何秒
爱过却爱错
今年今月今日今时今秒
再爱却不爱
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
93天的倒数
压力一天比一天增长
一天比一天迟睡
忘了多少天的失眠
压力！！！
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
很想看一场电影
拿着戏票在门外等了一小时
信息没回
不敢致电
就在门外等了又等
电影开始了
最后该来的也没来
最后电影完毕了
原来我等了三小时
最后电话响起
换来的只有不屑
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
累，累，累
等待三月十二
一定会打电话给某人
说回同一番话
哈哈哈！！

2012-01-19T02:52:00.000+08:00

When I close my eyes think of you
And the time we’ve had been through
Even though were for apart right now

I remember back when you were here with me
How you’ve make my world complete
But now I’m left alone

We talked about love and hope
Wishing we could start a life our own
I wish that I could live without you

Why did you tear my heart apart
You said you’ll love me from the start
All those painful things you’ve put me through
But I’m still loving you
I’ve tried to give my best to you
I don’t deserve the things you do
Everything has gone to memories
I just wish I know the truth behind the lies

Mei Kei

2012-01-18T01:33:00.001+08:00

got a super bad news
fine.. giv up.. surrender..
dun wish to listen
dun wish to get it
dun wish it comes to the end
dun wish it bcomes the conclusion
but yet what to do?
accept it...
thats LIFE
>.<

2012-01-10T01:46:00.001+08:00

救命！！
开不了口
>.<

2012-01-09T02:32:00.002+08:00

不晓得
什么时候花的颜色开始退落
什么时候它的花瓣开始掉落
也许
在还没等到它的颜色退落
或者
在还没等到它的花瓣掉落
它已经枯萎？？
施肥，我很懒

美琪。。

2012-01-08T01:11:00.002+08:00

有些时候

借口和理由只是一线之差

就算明知是借口

也只能说its ok。。

我明白，没关系

好玄

=.=

2012-01-06T02:17:00.002+08:00

有你在
平凡就不平凡
有你在
遗憾就能美满
就算时间倒转
有你在
你不喜欢的我会改
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
有时候
正会因为所谓的观念而有不同的看法，意见
为了和睦
只好忍声吞气
谁明白
疲累
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
摘自《拜金女王》

my home

2012-01-05T03:16:00.004+08:00

think of them suddenly
happy new year
they are my team mate
a team tat made up of 16 teenagers from different background
we spent our time together and finally we blend together
they are my bad gang..
we going to different team right now..
no matter how far v go but yet we are stil in ONE in Jesus Christ
think of Rock Party
the very first party v gave all out
we spent our time in meeting,
chose the right attire
make up, party flow, food, ice-break
and the most important-rock video !!
it will never ended well without unity and the presence of Him
wow.. alot of memories flashing bek
kampar trip, genting trip, putrajaya, my surprise bday party,
fongpeng's convo, my baptism day...
we cried, we played, we step each other, we laughed,
we served,we prayed, we xiao xiao, we ate
im not a word person, but i do really miss them..
haha..
all the best bah..

Regards,
Mei Kei

2012-01-03T01:47:00.002+08:00

那天去了游乐场
看见一对男女在荡秋千
男的坐在秋千
女的则在推那男生好让他荡的更高
那女生一直嚷着要荡秋千
不要再推那男的
可是那女生最终也没有荡秋千就回家去了
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
有些时候迁就一个人不容易
明明不喜欢却因为要和解
就去迁就
那男生可否停下来听听那女生的心声？
可否不要只是说他只会发脾气？
迁就不是双方面的吗？
无言，因为我不懂他们的事
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
我，今年22了！
wah.. >.〈
但是我发现我的确习惯了自己一个人
晚安
Happy New Year

2011-12-31T01:56:00.002+08:00

四年前的我
当时才中五
不知不觉爱上了一台相机
很努力的，存钱去买
每个星期一，星期二，星期三
星期四，星期五
每一天都去看我的相机
希望有一天我可以的到这台相机
谁知道，在中五的生日
我终于得到了！
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
我很开心
很珍惜这台相机
谁知，两年前这台相机出了毛病
尝试了很多的方法想补救它
却没有办法
只好存钱去修它
直到今年三月
修理相机的叔叔说没有办法在修了
因为照不到适合的零件
算了吧
谁知，三个月后
修相机叔叔说也许找到了适合的零件
可以试一试
最后就如此的过了半年
时间的确过得很快
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
接下来
这台相机会否因为一次的失误而显得更容易地坏呢？
还是会有神迹的出现？？
我也不知道
直到今天我还是不懂

2011-12-29T02:45:00.002+08:00

伤透的心已无法再让花儿盛开
独自一人在大雨中撑着雨伞
回想与你开心的每一幕
这次的大雨显得额外的吵闹
少了你的陪伴
少了你为我预备的雨伞
独自一人去到游乐园
再也无法万跷跷板
只好独自荡秋千
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
今天下午下了一场大雨
我睡得很好
厌倦了上课的生活
爱上了放假的生活
2011 年的goal我破了蛮多
感谢耶稣！！
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
爱上了看<我的如意郎君>
问君何时再归来？

2011-12-21T01:11:00.002+08:00

望着月亮
数着星星
突然发现这城市的星星都被高楼大厦给遮挡了

撕着日历
数着日子
原来圣诞节快要来临了

半年过得很快
很想把我的袜子挂在门外
不是等着圣诞老公公的礼物
而是等着外星人的礼物
等着飞碟来到我门外
把圣诞卡放进袜子里

终于放下了心头大石
终于成功登上大学第二年
谢谢远方的朋友的支持

那天再次听beauty and the beast
我的确很喜欢这首歌
王子与普通的女孩真的会再一起？
这只是童话故事里的欢喜大结局还是真实会发生的事？

2012 到了
大学生涯更辛苦了
祝我加油

2011-11-10T00:49:00.002+08:00

最初充满期待
带着期待，兴奋等待
做了不少的survey
谁知aikz
也许我就是天文台
可以预测结果？
老早已经预测这个结果
误以为就算真的不行
哈哈
我也可以笑一笑就过
but who knows
当电话响起时
一个一个的字读完
wow！！bingo!!
aikz.. 就是咯
忍着泪水驾着车飞回家
send了一封信息给她
他并没有鼓励我
只是逼我说，然后叫我去他家过夜
虽然最后我还是选择去公园
但是却如此的窝心 =)
我真的伤心的leh
真的不高兴的leh
但这只能持续一个小时
哈哈
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

2011-11-03T02:04:00.000+08:00

5 minutes per day
im satisfy wif it
thx my dear
窝心 =)

Happy November everyone =)

2011-10-29T03:49:00.002+08:00

can a long distance r'ship last forever?
haha..
you know what i mean
try to make the love grow each day
with the power and love of God
1 year is the test
hmm... i doubt.. keke
..............................................
i miss SAMANTHA KOE!!!

Regards,
Mei Kei

2011-10-25T01:29:00.003+08:00

my sis wrote tis memo for me n stick it at my main door
how cute and sweet she is.. =)
yes...
my exam had over 2day but yet i do not hav any holiday
i had to stay in front of my study desk to catch up my family law,tort,land and trust
btw.. im so happy when i go for tis paper
thanks for your wish if u did wish me

special credit to melvin who prayed for me
zoe la.. fongpeng la.. ying ying la,sukyee la
leonard who gav me a short break to not fetch ppl juz to giv me more time to study
shanelle la, tet woei who sms me at late night la
kah ling la, laysun la, elaine la, zhengwei la..
de one who sms me at 5am to wake me up la and else..
and the last one and the most important one is SAMANTHA
de one who accompany me for whole nite long
sms me, encourage me..
seriousl, i got abit tak biasa tat she not b my side when i go for my paper
felt relax after de paper..
so next??
fight for His kingdom and do well in my 2nd year lor
my criminal surely pass de!!!
tired ler.. sleep lur.. nitex

2011-10-18T15:10:00.002+08:00

我需要你给的并不多
只要你能永远陪着我
却了解我的脆弱
倾听我沉默
手心太冷你会牵着我

我需要你给的并不多
一点温柔和你的幽默
你给怎样的生活
我们都会一起走
眼前再多的诱惑
你依然爱我
简单的我想要的不多

2011-10-18T01:12:00.002+08:00

曾经以为
暴风雨后的彩虹显得特别美丽
当时以为
等待已久的缘分再一次的光顾
再次以为
冷漠的你再也不是以前那个你

当一切看起来有好转时
第一次说我想你时
不料
海啸侵袭
你我分隔在不同的地方
很想沟通
很想联络
但情况不容许
我们还会再见吗？
很想告诉你
我对你的情意从未改变
我依然抱着当初那单纯的相信
暴风雨后再次看见双彩虹

失去了才懂得要珍惜？
我并不是现在才懂得珍惜
因为我相信我还没失去你
疏远了才想到要挽回？
从没想过要挽回
因为我们从没疏远过
因为
我爱你

*纯谇写作，当别误会

Regards,
Mei Qi

2011-10-17T01:38:00.002+08:00

原以为这会很容易就过
没想到原来一个星期也不容易
没什么可说
把这首歌送给你
california king bed
陪你这个星期
也许
是陪你接下来的时间
多久，我不晓得
everything gonna be fine?
really?
i doubt...

Regards,
Mei Kei

2011-10-15T03:39:00.002+08:00

“感恩使我能站立得住让我走远的路还有更美的祝福”
这句话
让我觉得一点儿的心酸
泪不禁地流下
世界上也许只有他明白
但也许我和你从这句话所看见的不一样
我选择了学习感恩
希望这种单纯的坚持，爱和相信
可以让我走得更远
站立得稳
更美的祝福？？
let it be done!!!
请别担心我
因为因着神
我一定会活得更好
如果这是考验
我愿意接受
因为最美的祝福一定会在后面
我的未来在‘他’手中
接下来的日子
请加油
希望看见不一样的你
充满领导的你
再见！！
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
谢谢zoe的信息
谢谢组员的chatime
谢谢组员特地留下来陪我的时间
谢谢sukyee的时间
我只能感恩因为我还有你们
哈哈
我不是自己一个
因为有一班傻小孩陪我
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
朋友，
晚安
15/10/2011

2011-10-12T00:34:00.002+08:00

有时，
我只希望有个人坐下来听我所分享的事情
从没想过从你身上得着什么
但我需要的只是一双耳
一小段的时间

你需要时间
我一定在那儿
那么我呢？？

2011-10-11T01:23:00.002+08:00

went tony roma wif team

just to celebrate johnson and victor's bday

ordered a set of 1/2 bbq chicken

too bad.. could not finish it

rushed to shop after tat to work

thanks victor heng for delivered me a slice of chocolate banana cake =)

talked about New Castle

sms to 3 frens

1st one told me to go as it could helps me in my serving

2nd one dont wanna go Rome wif me
She wans to go Greece
aiyo.. de reason is dunwan go wif me but go wif sum1 else la
3rd one super support me to go
but dun wish i go.. so?? lazy to ask
if i had to make decision 6mths ago.. i think its easier than now lur
hmm.. let flow naturally bah

crossover is coming
im in one voice
red colour.. de colour i love de most
thanks for shanalle liew
cox of the po kou.. wahaha
excited for it..

got to go zzz
got to wake at 7am..
gud nite my fren
gud nite UFO

Regards,
MeiKei =)

2011-10-08T01:53:00.002+08:00

明天会是如何？
天文台具有天气预告
预知明天或接下来的天气如何

结局会是如何？
从哪一台得知那预告
预知那属于我们的未来将如何

Regards,
MeiKei =)

2011-10-06T14:39:00.003+08:00

i love tis picture alot
i do wish sum1 brings me a unbrella when i nid it
i do wish sum1 ard when i nid sum1 to talk to
i do wish sum1 encourage me when i nid sum encouragement
went for a midnite show tat day wif my fren
i was so 'served' when my fren passed me a jacket
quality time, serve meant alot to me

went for a hair cut
went for weihong's bday
talked about twilight
had a small quarrel wif a fren coz of de movie of twilight
had a small discussion wif a fren about bday
i juz nid a simple bday
a steamboat wif my family
a tomyam cuisine wif my team mate
a movie wif my little fren
is tat simple??

wish my member all de best in pmr
wish my fren all de best in his exam next week
wish myself all de best in my re-sit paper as well

i miss my fren much
UFO...
Regards,
MeiKei =)

2011-10-03T01:22:00.001+08:00

Next destination>> your love..
lolx... jk..
nothing to update
hence, happy october everyone!!
Nitex =)

2011-09-29T14:52:00.002+08:00

我与你用光线做证
痛快碰一杯
让误会也给一口冲去
过去我或者沉醉于颠倒的兴衰
这日要共你无愁举杯
犹如酿好一口酒
技和艺即便足够
任然耐心等风吹雨打过
方见成就
从前或施爱未够
从前或气度未够
就等到今朝把爱恨看透

从前或恋爱未够
从前或了解未够
从前或相爱未够
从前或珍惜未够
就等到今朝更珍惜彼此

Regards,
MeiKei

2011-09-26T14:15:00.001+08:00

穿上白袍
等待着进入洗礼池
经过的人都说恭喜，恭喜
没错
一个值得欢庆的日子----- 我洗礼了
四年前的23/9，我认识了他
四年后的24/9，我‘出嫁’了
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
带着一个紧张的心情
带着一个遗憾的感觉
紧张的是等待已就的一天终于来临了
遗憾的是家人不能来到观礼 =(
信息了两个好朋友
去了famous amos 买礼物
一共用了超过一百块买礼物给组员
用了20块买了200gram 的cookies给自己
让自己快乐点，哈哈
希望当天得到3样礼物
花，cross pendant,famous amos
简直就是发白日梦
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
5点终于到了
预备心开始聚会了
简直把所有希望的到的礼物抛在脑后
突然
一个傻子拿着一束花
跪在地上
把花递给我
第一次收到那么大束的花
谢谢我的team里的每一个
zoe,melvin,fongpeng,yingying,sukyee,eugene
pooikee,johnson,xiaoling,kinhou,daniel,victor
kaijie,kaiwen (dunwan thank you here,shanelle =p)
过后，组员也买了一束花给我
当她拿给我时，我有想哭咯
我每次都说他们不爱我的
没想到那班傻小孩很有心的leh.. =)
第一个礼物实现了！！
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
service end 了
往l4走去
一个搞笑的人拿着一份礼物，一支‘花’
走到我面前说:
“美琪，其实我欣赏你很久了，
很高兴看见你今天洗礼，
这是送给你的”
我直接想都没想，直接问他谁给我的
接过礼物，看见她的名字
就很想打她，算啦，我每那么笨咯，我的反应很令你失望吧
打开了礼物，
看见是cross pendant leh
可是为什么有他的名字的？
anyway，
谢谢eh，
谢谢你plan的一切
我真的很喜欢
有感动到
这是第一次我收到他的wish
你有大胆咯
真的谢谢的
第二个礼物fulfiled!
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
最后要离开教会了
我们的team也许是开始africa了（only shanelle und)
躲在一个小角落谈天
知道没有可能得到famous amos了
就拿出我自己买给自己的吃起来
过后就离开教会去mcd
突然，电话响起
一个人说他要找我
我就不屑的叫他来mcd找我
一看见他，有开心到
他递我一包200 gram 的famous amos
有感动到
还说是赶着去买，赶着回来教会练习
很开心下
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
回到家了
得到一个领袖的信息
的确很感动
他说我是新造的人
thanks everyone!!!

Regards,
MeiKei

2011-09-23T00:31:00.002+08:00

很明显

祝fongpeng毕业快乐咯！

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

trying hard to purchase a flight ticket

next destination>>> Bangkok!!

but too bad.. could not access in as server busy =(

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

had a talk wif a little fren of mine

i got apologize from my fren

sory for the ignorance, abandoned,disappointed??

harlo... no sorry to me plz

how long i had waited for tis word or a confirmation perhaps?

unfortunately.. things do not go smooth

thanks for the understanding and else

felt being 'served' again from you

so funny that your love languages are touch and word

im de most beh n hate to word and touch

mayb God wanna us to balance it up?? lolx.. jk

its ok to buy me peach or red bean

it doesn't a matter to me

bcoz wat i care is ur serving

cox u r important to me..

dont ask me who is the UFO..

the answer may in ur favor..

so messy now...

as u said.. i hope everything will be alright..

thanks for respect my decision..

Good night my fren

Regards,

MeiKei =)

2011-09-20T00:34:00.002+08:00

你最近是好是坏的沉默
我也不想去追问太多
相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过

如果乎远乎近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果乎冷乎热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过

到底这感觉谁对谁错
我已经不想追求
越是在乎的人越是猜不透

Regards,
MeiKei =)

2011-09-12T01:21:00.002+08:00

happy mooncake festival!!
its a memorable day for me..
guess wat??
the day where our love begins!!
ofcox wif Him la.. my Jesus.. keke
wishing everyone hav a nice day..
1st time v talked in church..
a gud starting point perhaps??
i doubt... =)
lastly,
wishing u guys...
中秋节快乐！月圆人团圆！！希望我们可以团团圆圆！！wee =)

Regards,
MeikEI

2011-09-09T00:46:00.002+08:00

went yumcha wif primary skul frens
wow... tats great perhaps?
i juz realised tat i had a gud fren
a gud fren who willing to help me in many things
yet.. i encounter a problem
financial problem to pay for my resit paper
i shared abt tis wif one of my frens
unexpected, my fren willing to help me
haha.. what a gud fren tis ppl is..
but its ok, i blif miracle and so i rejected..
kinda thank tis fren
felt warm..
thanks for the peach bubble tea and bread
but i only like honeydew tea ler..

my fren,
thank God tat letting i noe you. Thnks being my side where there is sum problem ard.Appreciate much much n much. Although i dunnoe u well, but hopefully i can noe u more.. All the best yea..

Cant update blog oftenly ler as i had started my class. I felt bersemangat to go class as there is a lengzai classmate.. wahaha...

2011-09-06T00:57:00.003+08:00

每个星期一夜晚都期待着你的出现

最初充满期待

坐在门外等了又等

最后明知是一场空

双脚却不听呼唤

往门外走去

不断的等

不停的等

等待下一个惊喜

时间一秒一秒的过

最后只等到深夜的临到

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

忘了几时

想你成为了我的嗜好

忘了几时

等你信息成了一种习惯

希望这只是梦一场

不想在思念里沉沦

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

可否把心借我

一天一分钟

可否说你爱我

一天超一次

不做别人的某某人

只做我最亲的亲人

只做我最爱的情人

只做我那最伟大的英雄

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

可否给我一首歌的时间

让我知道我眼前的你是否还是那个真实的你

可否给我一首歌的时间

让我清楚知道你到底在想什么

可否给我一首歌的时间

让我听听你的心声

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

是时候把拳头放下

往睡床走去

开启另一个早晨

充满期待的另一个早晨

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

晚安外星人

明天第一天成为year two 学生

过后去抽血

希望得到外星人的sms..

晚安大家

Regards,
MeiQi

*kinda gerli for tis post.. juz for blogging..no other meaning.. =)

2011-09-05T02:54:00.002+08:00

清清楚楚
看似整齐
模模糊糊
看似凌乱
但是
偶尔
模糊更比清楚来得更好
模模糊糊不比清楚来得开心吗？

晚安外星人
是时候预备上课了
想念从aladdin走路去上课的日子

Regards,
MeiKei

2011-09-04T01:10:00.002+08:00

刚从camp回来
但我并不会说很累啦
由于还每upload照片
那下一个post再分享关于camp的事情咯
anyway，
感谢从langkawi回来的送kinder blueno给我
哈哈，我最爱的巧克力
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
camp的前一晚
外星人又回去他的星球了
又是一次的没有原因
剩下我这个地球人留在这里
也许这是外星人给我的第二次surprise?
拜托，这种surprise我不需要
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
2个星期前
外星人回来了
2个星期后
没有任何原因而又离开
这一次我没有rasa
因为已经预测到外星人会离开的那一天
但是我不会再接受外星人回来的第三次
因为我知道外星人和地球人永远无法沟通
lunch,quality time,chit-chat
完全都是past tense
如果那瓶水是我可以还给你的
那我成功了
我不配喝你星球的红豆汤
如果两个星期前知道会再一次如此道别的
那我情愿没有相见过
我情愿你不要回来地球
我情愿你永远活在属于你的星球
我情愿不要再一次的对你失望
我情愿不要再一次的说bye bye

Regards,
Mei Qi

2011-08-31T15:18:00.003+08:00

haha..
Happy Independence Day!!
just went museum negara last week..
a credit to my childhood + best fren, wendy phuang who sot blak wif me and pergi together
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hmm..
im here to update my blog ofcoz.. keke
i had a strong feeling tat i will meet my fren on mon morning
dunno y.. de feeling was strong..
expectedly, my phone rang on Mon morning..
a little fren of mine told me to go out to take my stuff
i rejected cox i dun really wan to meet tis ppl
cox i super dislike tis ppl.. dunno y
at last i went out since my fren said it will lost if i dun take
fine.. i take... i spent 2 min to change cloth =.=
i used to b happy to see tis ppl
but dunno y.. i super not song when saw my fren
i juz head bek to my room after i got it..
mayb.. i too dislike tis ppl..
haha... i muz repent b4 God to forgiv tis ppl.. lolx
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went to consult doctor yesterday
walao... last year i 抽血5 times per day cox denggue
but y'day.. i 抽22times from different part
pain dao~~~
fingers 6 parts, hand 14 parts, leg 2 parts
baru tau i got an inheritance sickness last week
i got to go clinic to 抽血 every Tues from now on
yes, is every Tues!! gosh!! pain dao~~
de treatment need 1 year time.. i hope i can go through lor.. haha
hopefully i can get supports from UFO but i noe definately will not!!
i dunno i can go c my lengzai doctor ebery Tues anot cox really pain eh
next week is not 22 times but increase to 25times..
1 time tougher than 1 time..
hopefully UFO go wif me n support me ler or 1 sms for Tues??
now my finger got swollen.. =(
thank God tat im de only kid who get tis sick but not both of my sis
if not they will surely unhappy or even suicide?
Thank God that i hav God Father
if not arr.. i sure giv up.. wahaha
btw.. i felt peace when go c my lengzai doctor
felt like my God Papa wif me..
my mom scolded me tat i dun bring her along..
but do u think im willing to let my mom c my suffer process?
ofcox not..
sure she blame herself to c my suffer process kan?
im waiting to c i get healed after 1 year..
next Tues, gayao la me.. wahaha
i super optimist
nid to go jogging in de morning from next wed at bukit jalil..
who wanna go wif me?? haha
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tot to sms my fren yesterday to share sumthing..
who noes, got scolded
aikz.. when de time nid encouragement,
surely get scolded de wor..
fet up!!
i giv tis ppl 24 hours to say sorry
otherwise no more fren.. haha

aduii..

2011-08-27T01:10:00.002+08:00

today was not my day..
went to a clicnic to consult doctor
haiz.. changed alot of doctor in my life time
cant calculate how many doctors i met b4
i stopped meeting doctor for long time
Doctor Me
Gal, u got xxxxxx izit
Yes.doctor
inherit??
obviouly yes (im kinda boring to meet him,sory for my bad attitute,haha)
u know ur organs getting worse if u kept ignoring?
yes, kidney n liver mar
u know what drove tis side effect?
yes, steroid mar..but so? ntg else i can use in order to stop de pain... aikz
how long u used tis?
stopped for quite a long time but used different brand n type from 5 yrs old..
u noe what de side effect of using tis and why?
i told him the whole story and he said i really very expert, how geng am i.. haha

he told me he experienced the same thing as mine before but he really care of it and he got healed!! i respect him when he told me this. He told me to care of myself and change my bad attitude towards this. I need to go consult him once in a week, continue to eat medicine, be a good gal.. many foods cant eat ler.. beef, mutton,duck meat,seafood, pig stomach, canned food, instant food( snacks, kfc, mcD, pizza, maggie mee, chocolate...) popeye's favor vege,brinjal, yam, mushrooms =(, peanuts, strawberry, durian, manggo, coconut, belacan, high protein food...
wah.. better ask me dun eat la... =(
......................................................................................
anyway..
got a sms from victor
he sms me to smile b4 my cg get started
1st time i got such sms..
weird but warm.. haha
i got his call after cg again
he told me to smile to him b4 our conversation started..
wat a cute n funny fren..
appreciate tis fren..
i will introduce him to my cg member... haha

add oil nai mei kei =)

+.+

2011-08-26T00:08:00.003+08:00

别过脸前才知道我喜欢你
要走向前才明白
舍不得所以回头
放了手看懂了
离愁才是抓紧的手
转过身后才知道心真的痛
要狠下心才明白
走一步有多遥远
放了心看懂了
不放的是一些曾经

给我答应我们会再见
让我们天涯海角始终不变
承诺藏在心里面
什么距离都不算远
给我信心我们会再见
陷在思念边缘也会想念
可以回头再见
就算一切改变我们会再见

习惯离别习惯说着再见
然后又相隔了多少年
有没有再见
是不是真的有关缘

你看重事业
我看重学业
只希望我们能再见

With love,
MeiQi

2011-08-23T00:53:00.004+08:00

曾经，
我尝试挽留但你选择离开
如今，
我让你挽留但你仍选择离开
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
wah..
im so tired today
woke early just to go McD to do revision with frens
i got a resit paper in Nov..
hopefully its not after my bday
i wan go Bukit Tinggi, eat thai food,
eat secret recipe moist chocolate cake
drink tomyam soup
cross necklace.. can i? haha
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
went to a wrong McD today..
met a little fren of mine accidently
did not prepare heart so dun felt like greeting when saw my fren
so i juz ignored n bek home
i know i very bad
but i felt everything were coming to fast
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
enjoyed my day
walked a long journey to take Lrt
enjoyed in walking alone
haha..
Thanks for a little fren of mine who delivered me Chatime to my shop
but too bad..
can you plz noe my taste or my favor ar?
i dislike red bean and black pearl de la
but its sweet.. haha
hmm.. kinda surprise me but thank wor =)
actually i like winter melon wif white pearl in GongCha or
Honeydew wif jelly bubble tea only..
but thanks that u made my day colorful.. Love ya.. =)

................................................................................
i super wish to go tis place
can u go wif me?
muz go within tis 2 weeks ler
cox next mth i start class ler... =(
who can go wif me??

2011-08-22T01:18:00.003+08:00

也许你的热情只停留在那一瞬间
那一天,
那一秒,
也许我再也找不到你对我的美好

烟花,
看似美丽
但是少了你的陪伴
这一切都属于空白

鞭炮,
听似噪吵
但是有了你的陪伴
这一切都属于精彩
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
深夜了
是时候睡觉了
明天还要读书
晚安各位
晚安 UFO

2011-08-21T02:58:00.001+08:00

空荡荡的月台
入秋微凉的海
微风把脚下的树叶都吹开
火车就要出发催促我快离开
我的心已超载
你不了解的爱
当失望逐渐将一切都掩埋
没想到害怕更真实存在

在沿海地带放逐我的爱
孤单也很精采
我相信我们都有该去的未来
不该在原地徘徊

我其实很明白
梦醒了就不在
只是还挣扎着不让他离开
紧紧抓着的也都是空白

在沿海地带我远远离开
要更自由自在
不要我的心随着大厅的钟摆
停留在原地感慨

2011-08-20T01:34:00.003+08:00

在咖啡厅里
当我推开门时
你并没有挽留我
你还是不懂
离开是正想要被挽留

在沿海地带发现你的爱
看见船只慢慢的离开
想起你离开我的那一天
海岸十分沉静
但我的心里痛苦得我压抑不住

在图书馆里
想起属于我们的日记
想起当天你递给我的latte
在冰冷的温度里
仍然感觉温暖
当我再次回来这个地方时
翻开的不是日记
而是属于我们的历史书

在公园里
想起我们玩的跷跷板
想起我们每一句的甜言蜜语
现在只剩我一个人荡秋千
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
若时间倒流
若我现在选择
我选择原谅你
我选择再一次与你相逢
我选择给你机会
我选择再一次喜欢你
但是可否
让我觉得你不会再抛弃我

不会再一次伤害我
不会再一次撇下我
不会再一次逃避我
而让我觉得你珍惜我？

*并非本人立场

Regards,
MeiKei +.+

2011-08-19T01:05:00.002+08:00

在上一秒中说好不见
在下一秒中却偏偏相见
曾经，
有心爱你却爱不到
如今，
无心爱你却偏偏恢复
之前，
爱不到却很想爱
过后，
停止爱却又被爱
天意弄人
爱，
只有简单笔画
却比想像中复杂
是否，
要等到对方失散以后
才知道谁原来谁最好
从头来过可以吗？
容易吗？
也许，
该从认识开始
时间，
不由得我掌控
答案，
不由得我操纵
结果，
你却可以选择

2011-08-19T00:43:00.002+08:00

我终于出成绩了
虽然成绩不是超级无敌霹雳好
但总算放了心头大石
今年拿成绩的经历果然恐怖
紧张到顶点
但谢谢大家的kepo。。哈哈
从早上6点就有人sms来问成绩
最特别的就是十点多打来那个
哈哈
我的成绩还可以去到bukit tinggi hor?
但是一定去不成吧
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
我只sms 3个人关于我的result
第一个人打来的感动到~~
多少次我哭的时候他消失
这次他是第一个eh
一直安慰我
开心到
第二个我叫他不要安慰我
他直接说，哭完call 他
wah.. so yeng you shanelle
哈哈
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谢谢今天的陪伴
love you guys much..

2011-08-18T02:23:00.002+08:00

6 more hours to go..
guess what?
my result out lo
i hope my status in fb will change to
'thank God, its flying colour!'
i think i unable to sleep for tis long nite
thanks for daniel fong for the words
it had comforted me alot..

2011-08-17T01:47:00.002+08:00

愚蠢
单纯
也许有时只是一线之差

快乐
悲伤
我都希望我们一起度过

友情
爱情
我会让你来自己做选择

下棋
看似容易
但是我不敢再继续走下去
因为我不敢再向你近一步
我不晓得你的棋子会走哪一步
我不想我的棋子再一次的被遗弃
再一次的被忽略
再一次的被伤害
我不想再输下去
我不是你最好的棋手

*很久没写作了，这篇文章有点beh 咯，哈哈
With love,
MeiKei +.+

16/8/2011

2011-08-17T00:50:00.003+08:00

八月十六日

超级特别的事情发生
我说过，若发生的话

猪都会爬树
可是最后猪还不会爬树

也许这是好的开始？

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

下午一点

特地去到Damansara Uptown去载一位遗失的朋友

过后去到Subang 吃午餐

竟然吃韩国料理

拜托，我最讨厌的食物

为了迁就他，只好说ok

毕竟两年前就想去Street Cafe吃

竟然有机会就去吧

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

一坐下看了看menu

翻了翻menu

真的不知吃什么

不是牛肉就是辣味

已经胃痛了但为了'social'只好点什么bbq chicken

吃了两口就不想吃

真的很难吃！！ i dun like korean food!!

也许这为朋友知道我摆臭脸就在点另一道菜吧

什么sotong薄饼吧

难吃！！

心里很想快点end这个饭局

闷到

我完全不想讲话

也许他变了

还是我变了？

还是太陌生了？

不晓得

最后，吃salad

我想起刘叶绮

他说过会替我吃完所有的tomato 的

哈哈

最后，我把我的tomato 给了mr.tomato

不同的是，不用AA计

你竟然改变了

有能力请我吃饭，哈哈

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

yes!我如愿以偿

喝了我想念的贡茶

winter melon with white pearl

谁愿意再打包来我家给我？

哈哈

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买了贡茶就去机场送机

不料，我迟到 =(
才见了他10分钟

朋友，你说你明年8月会去台湾做工

我也许会不舍得你

很想叫你不去

但是这是你的前途，你的异象

那我支持你！

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

回家路途

一起听歌

一首一首歌解释给你听

很无聊

我们选择走最塞车，最远的路回家

神经病，哈哈，太得空了吧

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" i dont know whether will you visit my blog. But i really thank for what you contributed and did for me 2day. I do really appreciate you this freind. Today is the 1st day i felt i had been respected and served, thank for your quality time. I really very happy today. About your question, i think i dont know the answer cause i really never think of it. What i can say is wait lor, let time flows lor, i love my current life style. Im happy that u so honest to me, but i dont know oo.. Abt the fb, haha.. i think impossible to approve the friend list.. I think you know what i mean. Sorry.. Really cannot.. take care..

2011-08-16T03:58:00.003+08:00

与你分享的快乐
胜过独自拥有至今
我仍深深感动

2011-08-16T03:15:00.002+08:00

坐下来理性+认真的想了3个小时
最后的决定竟然那么的令我自己也接受不到
是不是长大了想的东西会慢慢改变？
一小时的电话很快就挂掉
不同的是，感觉不一样了
话题不一样了，想法不一样了
知道/= 认识
也许我只知道这个人的存在但并不认识他
谢谢这一位给我一小时的人
原来我还十分的quality time
终于说了一直以来不敢说的真心话
没有弯转了
我知道门已经完全被关上
但是我的确不想浪费时间
我知道我很矛盾
甚至愚笨？？但我只是坦白而已
误会？可以减少吗？
误会还会继续增加吗？
im ok 如果继续增加
因为我已经死心了
矛盾hor??
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
一场恶梦提醒了我很多事
那种感觉回来了
也许正因为这样
我才选这个结局
我的确想念post card 里的经文
我的确有很多的的确
但是对不起
我暂时办不到
时间冲淡一切？
屁啦！！！
六年了还是一样
Phillipians 提醒了我四年
对不起！！
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There are times when we are so busy and thus we can hardly to say hello but its good just to know you are there. The day goes a little smotther whenever you are around. Sometimes,i call you just to say hello.Other times i call you just to share some exciting thing thats just happened.Sometimes i call you because im feeling upset and i know i can always count on you to help me figure things out.Other time i call you because you are been on my mind and i want you to know how much you are appreciated.. You are not perfect but you are perfect in your imperfection.. you are just perfectly imperfect..
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无意中，
看见你们手牵着手
心里没有任何的嫉妒
只想告诉你
我祝福你们
不为什么原因
不为什么理由
只因为You deserve the best one!!
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
沉默，
是一种保护？还是一种针对？
我不晓得
对不起，我很想跟你说对不起
但是你去了很遥远的地方
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
朋友，
我很想念你，
你去了哪里？
可以回来这里吗？
你太遥远了
我告诉自己
伤心只能停留1小时
我知道我一定做到
不为魔鬼留地步

MeiKei =)

1st post for august 2011

2011-08-13T02:07:00.002+08:00

Hi!!
im here again after a short holiday for myself
kinda lazy to upload my hongkong trip photo
keke..
many things wanna to share here but im soooooo lazy to type everything out
hmm..
i addicted in winter melon wif white pearl gong cha
addicted to disneyland song
i think my holiday gonna to b ended soon
i had wasted my 3 mths time in sleeping,eating,goyang kaki,watching tv and else
but ofcox i did do my discipleship well =p
went for my buddy's bday party
ended well i guess?? wahaha
i saw a bday card tat day..
de words are simple but i do love de sentence
lets share wif u guys..

To a little friend of mine,
" There are times when we are so busy and yet we can hardly to say hello,
but its good just to know you are there,
the day goes a little smoother whenever you are around.."
I do really love this sentence..
simple but nice
talk about travelling wif her that day
she loves sunlight and beach
but i love historical buildings..
who wanna go Rome wif me?
tats not a romantic trip
but a visitaion to those old old buildings..
haha...
kinda regret to present belt
wanna take it bek!!!
wahaha
its 2.35am now..
i think got to go sleep..
ciaoz UFO!!

With love,
MeiKei =)

gek sei me!!!

2011-07-18T03:33:00.002+08:00

气死我，气死我，气死我，气死我，气死我，气死我，气死我，气死我，
气死我，气死我，气死我，气死我，气死我，气死我，气死我，气死我！！！！

臭人！！！！！！
打扁你！！！！！！
啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
臭牛！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

不要跟你好！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
走远远你！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
坏人！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

2011-07-18T02:05:00.002+08:00

瓶颈，
我到了
以前，
很需要鼓励
很需要关心
很需要别人陪伴
原来现在
我需要的不再是这些
原来
真正令我心疼的是每一个的他们
原来
我更需要的是他们的鼓励
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
也许最近
我真的来到瓶颈
没有人可以帮助我
当然只有神
可是当收到他们鼓励的信息
虽然我不懂得如何回复
但真的很温馨
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
也许
我还不是一个很棒的组长
也许
我说话真的太直接，很伤害
也许
我说话的方式让大家觉得压力
也许
我太过于看中神的国度以至于让大家觉得很约束
那么，对不起
真的对不起
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
小组的问题一而再，再而三
真的会喘不过气
但我不害怕
因为是时候成长了吧
只能说的是加油。。
晚安

2011-07-15T01:36:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to my lovely Zoe

i know i'm late to wish her here..

but thx for this Godly woman who leading us towards

Thanks for all the quality time that spent wif me

hmm.. million thanks to her la

i'm not those 'word' person..

so i'm sory tat could not confirm you.. haha

.....................................................................................

loser!! im a loser!! yes!! nai mei kei is a loser!!

aikz.. i oso dun wish to be a loser

but wat to do?? i nid to face de truth oso wat!!

i love her.. seeing her turn to a dark place

ntg i could help..

ntg i could do..

wat i can say, wat i can do.. i did

she is de one who i love the most

i spent my time,walk wif her together

tried to confirm her

mayb.. i love her juz like love my children??

although i do not have 1..

now.. ntg i can do..

wat can i do is juz praying?? i dont know

but yet..

i noe God is leading me.. she will be back!! im sure

to someone who may concerned..

you must love urself no matter what

everyone do hope there is an angel wif her

giv her a umbrella in rainy day..

accompany her when she is down

encourage her when she need some one to support

i dont know what way will u choose

but wat i wan to remind u is..

He is oways be wif u n ofcoz u can look for me if u nid any help

we will oways welcome you to bek

i'm sorry if i dont really noe how to be a gud leader

but thanks for letting i noe u more and teach me how to love someone and lead u ofcox

appreciate ur hard work

anyway.. ur body is God's temple

so do protect urself..

gal.. we oways welcome u home..

With love,

MeiQi

2011-07-13T02:18:00.004+08:00

me and wendy.. my childhood fren.. short of one on tat day.. happy 21st my dear~~ ^^

went another birthday celebration on monday nite
someone told me to study hard and used greatly by God in my future..be a great lawyer
tis sentence was so strange to me..
guess wat?
there was no one to tell me study hard before.. really never
all tis while.. no one encourage me before
when i was small, i oways tell myself to study hard in order to get a bright future, protect myself and protect my family so i chose to study law
even my family.. ofcoz i noe they love me.. but they will never encourage me as i oways get gud result so they had used to it ad..
i had think abt my future before..
i really dont know where to go and what to study..
major in criminal or conveyancing leh??
i got no idea.. super blur..
i always say tat, let God lead lor, tat was juz an excuse mayb?
wow.. God's vision meant alot to me
Time to rethink abt it and rely on Him in doing tis decision..
i got my little answer ler..
I muz be more hardworking ad so tat i could save Malaysia!!
big dream?? maybe.. kaka

2011-07-13T02:01:00.002+08:00

to someone who may concerned,

well.. i dont know whether u will c my post anot but i would like to say tat, dun ever try to rape a woman's heart. First of all, from my point of view, i super disagree tat u r a responsible man as i never see any action or move from u.She is not ur toy plz. You ignore her when u unhappy or find her when u r in happy mode.. Come on!! Please care of a woman's heart or even feeling. If u never wish to start a r'ship with her, then plz tell her the truth but not enjoyed in being 'chased' by her. Well, many reasons from you but harlo, i dont think its accpetable but all of this r juz rubbish and nonsense!! You may older than me but im sorry to say tat, u r juz stil a small boy but not a real man!! Matthew 7:3 “Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother’s eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? Maybe you will use tis scripture to stand on ur view, but im sorry, i know i got my weakness as well, but i wish you all the best my fren.

*sory all my frens, im not trying to poke tis person bhind,but i really cant stand for those guy who cheating or even playing fool ard wif gal.

Regards,
Nai Mei Kei

2011-07-11T03:13:00.001+08:00

18th august 2011
countdown-ing
39 days to go..

2011-07-08T01:29:00.002+08:00

无意中看见这一张照片
原来她成功了
踏上了这个伟大的比赛
曾经，
这是我的梦想
朗诵比赛
在中一，中三和中五
我有幸代表学校参加朗诵和辩论
最后，
我输了
输赢，不重要
而是，
我享受站在台上用我的talent 来present
我想现在没有机会了
之前
我放弃了去上海进修的机会
也许太笨了吧
或许太不舍得你们了吧
今天
我看见他的成就
很替她开心
因为她成功了
假如当初
我选择去上海进修，
不懂我的命运是如何？？
梦想？？
我已经忘了
如今
又有一个机会
英国，我爱的地方
我，可以走吗？？

2011-07-05T04:02:00.003+08:00

很想拥有一间小小屋

不需要独立式洋房
墙壁钉满很多的照片

那一定很漂亮吧

谁还记得诗雨是谁？

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

期待星期三晚上去他的生日会

不过又是自己一个人去了

我几时变得那么胆小？

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

我，

不知所措

我，

不懂下一步怎样

我，

还是很怕

我，

还是很乱

我，

还是不敢面对

我，

也许就如sukyee所说的自卑

上帝啊！！

救救我

2011-07-04T01:11:00.002+08:00

无意中
看见你们手牵手
走到镜子前拍照
无意中
看见镜子前的你
你的笑容多么灿烂
无意中
再次看见你们打情骂俏
无意中
确知道你们经已是一对
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
我想说
you deserve the best one
so i wish you all the best
wakakaka
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
开心到~~~
哈哈

movie day

2011-07-01T00:47:00.003+08:00

went ladda land..

a midnight show

the movie was so meaningless and pointless

wasted my time

but...

i enjoyed the movie

i can see marcus and kokyen's stupid face

covered their ears throughout the show

sommore...

went wif the right one perhaps?

never expect got the chance to watch movie

a 2 hours show killing me

but it was nice cause You guys wif me.. =)

....................................................................................

someTwo send me home after movie

wat a super miracle happened

i got an answer

but yet.. the answer was so weird

an answer tat i wished to get for a long time

but when i got it..

it was not the case

it was not as happy as i expected

cause i know its impossible to happen again as everything had over

how to say arr?

i also don't know

not i shut the door

but i really got no courage to reopen the door

the wind blowing outside is too cold and strong

i'm sorry

......................................................................................

when i come back and come before God

i know what is the most important for me

i wish to see another Me after 10 days

i wish to see i breakthrough

i wish to see the great work done by Him

but you.. lets flow naturally

you need to bear it..

i hope u were too chong dong to say that..

3 out of 10.. seems a good starting point

but on another point of view..
3 can become zaro.. i hope it will turns to zero..
.................................................................................

its so complicated n messy

but nvm..

i can stand up and rely on Him..

add oil to myself

i noe i can!!!

Regards,

MeiKei =)

2011-06-29T01:19:00.002+08:00

saw a profile..
clicked in accidently..
abit not song..
got a cong dong wanna hack in de account and remove remove remove or
delete delete and delete!!!
no wonder you told me not to view...
wahaha
really will angry de lor..
anyway...
God bless you xxx xxxx xxxxx!!!
=.=

2011-06-28T17:40:00.002+08:00

糟糕了
我想我疯了
上帝救救我
我要戴上圣灵的头盔
=)

=)

2011-06-27T18:56:00.002+08:00

谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话。。。。
忘了多久
我们没再见面
忘了多久
我们没再聊天
忘了多久
我们没再联络
在毫无expect之下
你竟然出现
一直以为你会缺席
但你竟然出席
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
三点三十分，
one fm 播出错的人
我说我很喜欢这首歌
之后
one fm 播出记得
我们都笑了
问我为什么这首是我的歌
我都不懂如何回答
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
竟然你知道我是serve和quality time
那为什么你要serve 我和给我quality time?
两个小时半过得很快
我们谈了很多事情
两年前
刚成为组长
我一直认为我不行
你却一直鼓励我
这次，
你却一直认为你不行
说了一大堆废话
我却用神的话语鼓励你
也许highly spiritual 由此开始
哈哈
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
也许太久没见面
当中的误会竟然在这天被化解
为什么要解释？
为什么要说你还留住？
哎哟。。
为什么还要说之前的不适合也许不再一样？
很乱咯
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
无论如何
我仍然关门
我享受现在
等待耶稣叔叔回信
等待八月一日离开马来西亚
迫不及待
终于可以飞了
要存多多钱
要去罗马！！！
25岁前的愿望！！！
哈哈

2011-06-25T01:19:00.002+08:00

我想
我连一首歌的时间也没有
想起
你为我写的那首生日歌
或许
那早已成为过去
音符
只能成为我对你的思念
歌声
早已慢慢消失
如果
你问我是否还再想你
我会说
没错，我确实在想你

*并非本人立场，谢谢

Regards,
MeiKei ^@^

2011-06-24T02:37:00.003+08:00

眼前的你

是否还是你

我不晓得

Regards,

MeiKei

=)

2011-06-23T02:13:00.003+08:00

笑脸
常常都是我叫别人呈现在脸上的
喜乐
是我时常为别人祷告是所求的
专家说
笑脸是女生最棒的化妆品
但是
今天我很不开心
去了dye头发
有人说
剪短头发是因为失恋
白痴！！
失恋更要更坚强
要让那种臭男人看见你活得更好
哈哈
有人说，
不开心可以吃巧克力
可是
我吃了整排
还是一样
有人说，
不开心可以去扫货
可是
我没有钱去扫啦！！
发了一个恶梦
令我闷闷不乐整天
上帝啊
救命啊
我需要笑脸
要穿cheer u up 了
i oways told u to cheers
but who encourage/support/accompany me when i really need someone to cheer me?
where are you my dear??
speechless!!! full stop!!!!
i need a break!!! =.=

2011-06-22T01:23:00.003+08:00

orange bridge!
有时候在他身上看见你的踪影

Istana Kehakiman!!

a simple celebration but full wif fun and nice memories...
love you guys..
Happy 21st to Kwong Jun, Kaiwen and Leonard
I was so sad as they din appreciate and take good care of my ninja =(
so sad me... =(
hmm.. my birthday coming after 5 months..
i wonder r u attending my birthday celebration?
de answer is no definately...
hmm... i wan thai food wif super spicy n sour tomyam soup..
wahaha..
enjoyed de journey to Putrajaya..
we sang, we played, we chat in the car..
a fat guy said tat my songs full wif my story.. haha
cheers everyone =)

Regards,
MeiKei

街角的祝福

2011-06-21T02:29:00.002+08:00

我几乎快要被治愈好
但还是会只因为一个重覆的话题
就无心自扰
也曾想过
若真遇见我们应该如何是好
我想我还是会站在某一个街角
不让你看到
只因为我不想打扰
只因为怕你解释不了
只因为现在你的眼睛里
她比我还重要
我只好假装我看不到
看不到你和她在对街对话
你的快乐我可以感受得到
这样的见面方式对谁都好
我只好假装我听不到
听不到别人口中的她有多好
再不想问也不想被通知到
反正你的世界我管不了
若不想问若不想被通知到
就把祝福留在街角
我真心的祝福你
只因她比我更好

Regards,
MeiKei

不药而愈

2011-06-20T03:04:00.002+08:00

等你等到了冬季
雪飘进了我眼里
我试图去寻找爱情
和我们之间的关系
如果我先放弃爱情
我的痛会不会变得不药而愈
看伤心
不能痊愈
我始终相信
我们有结局
明明说好是两个人一起去罗马旅行
怎么剩下我一个人欣赏孤寂
看伤心
慢慢痊愈
我会好好的安慰我自己
宁愿相信你只是突然改变了决定
去了另一个美丽城市
也等着我入境
痊愈
在痊愈的过程
求你别再来光顾
求你别再来问候
求你别再来打扰
别在伤口撒盐
在那1000步里
求你别走进任何一步
永远保持那1001步
我需要痊愈！！！

Regards,
MeiKei =)

2011-06-19T01:45:00.002+08:00

一句的‘谢谢你，对不起’
竟然如此心酸
朋友，
我从没生气过你
是否，
我们只会在这种场合说话？？
加油吧你
Regards,
MeiQi ^@^

People only see what they prepared to see

2011-06-10T00:39:00.005+08:00

People only see what they are prepared to see..

yes... im not ready

im not well prepared

how long did i force myself not to see

not to know

not to feel

not to view

not to concerned

not to care everything about this?

how long?

i counted.. 18 months

when i tried my best to do

something sure happen

someSix showed me something in facebook

i know she got no other meaning and juz playing around

but haha.. thanks.. i felt uneasy but i noe time to let me move further and go perhaps?

i wonder

how long didn't we take a single picture?

ya.. we did.. the last one was 17/07/2010

1 year ago bah??

the same cloth, same person.. but the difference was...

was the smile..

i didn't even see your happy smile face in the photo that we taken together

but how come?? yeah.. only someSix knows what i mean i guess

Two persons who i admire the most told me to settle down my work in 3 mths

yes

i give myself 3 months more

i must delete someTwo in my memory

i hope i can

i wish to lost my memory..

juz like wat 'ren guang xi' got in the drama of next stop

plz... i think i really need it...

but it is just a foolish and childish thinking

maybe...

when i come to the neck part of the bottle

You will show me Your way again...

i really need it God

plz plz plz!!!!

Good night everyone..

Regards,

MeiKei

fabulous day =)

2011-06-08T00:57:00.002+08:00

有人说，
往往梦境里的
都与现实相反的

我期望这句话是真的

latte~~

2011-06-07T02:18:00.003+08:00

i miss the taste of latte..我的天空今天有点灰~~

哈哈

juz went for supper wif a fren

my fren told me to think of rainbow

i said i wan sing 天灰

i met a secondary skul fren juz now

de 1st sentence came out from her mouth was de same question

haiz...

y huh?? y huh??

im who i am!!

not some one to anyone

25/6 got another gathering summore

God bless me bah

................................................................................................

wow

3 months had passed

1st week was de toughest week for me

2nd week was de week i hide myself in my room and spend time wif Him

i tot it will be better after 3 mths..

who knows..

its unexpected

i guess felt worse than last?

omg!!

its de answer

i felt pain.. stil de pain

many ppl told me de same thing..

but... its really uneasy for me

i tried! i told myself im very tough.. i muz be tough

but tis is not de case

when i kept telling myself Nai Mei Kei is tough

let de time flows naturally

but de outcome was not wat i want

i tried from many ways

but how??

ntg i get.. stil de same pain.. even worse

i really dun wish to be like tat

but i really felt ntg i can do... omg!!

Hope, chance, i dun nid

answer,explaination,reason, i dun nid

wat i nid is... time perhaps.. i dunno

u might say nid anot oo...

yes wor, really like tat wor... adui

haha

.....................................................................................

aikz

august is coming

i really dislike august

no one knows why

result releasing in august bah

1st ye degree or 2nd yr degree leh?

i hope 2nd year

i pray that de miracle of 5 loaves 2 fishes will fall on me

plz...

Regards,

MeiKei =(

m4J

2011-06-07T02:04:00.002+08:00

HAHA

took alot of pictures during m4j

but quite lazy to upload here..

haha..

水变酒

就算被看不起的肮脏水
也可以成为上等的酒

这句话真的motivate我很多 =)

2011-06-06T15:43:00.002+08:00

原来，

在半路途中遇见

场面如此尴尬

再此，

祝你一路顺风

祝福满满回来

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

YEA!

M4J had ended well

many things wanna to post out

but will post it after i got all de pictures being uploaded in fb

cheers everyone today!

i blif its a gud gud day =)

Regards,

MeiKei

2011-06-01T13:24:00.003+08:00

finally..
i done it
i could speak in tongue at home for 1 hour..
summore is super focus de!!!
woohoo~~~
happy till.. juz like move to another level..
i blif i can slowly improve to 1 n half hour from 1 hour
for wat?? juz to be highly spiritual n draw closer to Him!!
muackzz
...................................................................................
m4j coming..
i can predict tat i will sorethroat for 1 week perhaps?
cox i oways sorethroat or get sick during big event
there is someTwo will buy me strepsil after big event de
mayb tis year i got none of it
but i will make sure i get it from shanelle liew..
wahaha
....................................................................................
woke early recently
cox got to go work
from 9am to 7pm.. then 8pm to 12am..
wah.. so tired...
but with You, im energitic
keke... muackzz
.....................................................................................
Regards,
MeiKei

once upon a time

2011-05-30T02:37:00.005+08:00

.......................................................................................
once upon a time....
once upon a time....
once upon a time....
once upon a time....
there were too many once upon a time
"Do two walk together unless they have agreed to do so?"
(Amos 3:3)
thats our scripture
now had changed to once upon a time~~~
.......................................................................................
went to Boon Boon Cafe tis evening
de place where v celebrated my bday during my 17th bday
wif heart 2 bah.. celebrated wif kien been tim
1st surprise i got from T
18th=)
19th=)
20th=(
how abt21st??
someTwo said tat will buy me a puppy for my 21st
but for now..
i dun wish to get a puppy
but you to be my angel.... lolx
..........................................................................................................
m4j is coming ler..
super excited man
haha

Regards,
Mei Kei =)

跳格子游戏

2011-05-26T01:31:00.002+08:00

每个人都希望可以跳到最高的格子
这个游戏
我玩不起
我知道我永远不能跳到最高
只因为
那个过程的疼痛
我再也受不了
我再也不想忍受

*此稿并非本人立场，谢谢

Regards,
MeiKei =)

i miss u, mr tomato

2011-05-24T00:58:00.004+08:00

Finally..

Exam had over

Thx for the sms, phone calls and fb wishes

tats so special for tis year

too many wishes from those who nt really close wif me

phone rang for 24 hours non stop..

thx for de one who sms me juz to pui me study

love you much n i found tat v get closer than last

however

sumthing special too...

i never get a single sms or even a wish from mr.tomato mayb?

y mr.tomato?? i juz found out tis name.. haha..

super de miss tis mr.tomato..

he left tis world 2 yrs ago... may 2009... =(

i really super miss u.. super duper miss u

i wonder is there any opportunity for us to meet again?

but i noe de answer is NO! NO! and NO!!

i cried when i saw his sms b4 he left..

it stil in my phone...

u said u hope tat i would b a successful n great lawyer in de future

ur sms motivated me alot..

...................................................................

went pasta zanmai last sunday

de place v went for lunch

i love salad

i hate tomato

mr.tomato will oways finish de tomatoes for me

and scolded me tat i dun eat tomato

wasai... my brain full of him

mr.tomato... rest in peace bah

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Last sunday was a thankful day

day to say thank t those u appreciate

Mr tomato, here i say thank to you

thank for helping me in too many things..

my brain cant stop thinking about u

cox u r great to me!!! my best buddy fren

......................................................................

Regards,

MeiKei

2011-05-23T02:00:00.000+08:00

寄相思于风雨中

Regards,

MeiKei

2011-05-19T00:30:00.002+08:00

也许
我们连匿名的朋友都不是
也许
我只是你生命中的过客
也许
你就是那位错的人

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bek to study lor...
keke...
last paper to go on fri ler
quite excited.. =)
cheer everyone =)

Regards,
Mei Kei =)

2011-05-16T01:05:00.002+08:00

你，潇洒的一挥衣袖，就离开了

我，坚强的抚平衣袖，继续坐下

如果道别是下一句，

那我情愿不曾相遇。

**并不代表本人立场，只为写作

Regards,

MeiKei =)

2011-05-10T02:26:00.002+08:00

梦境
请你带我走

到遥远的以后

Regards

MeiKei

balance

2011-05-09T01:26:00.002+08:00

站在天枰的两端

永远没有答案

Regards,

MeiKei

4 seasons =)

2011-05-06T04:03:00.003+08:00

春天

意味着两人的开始

正从暧昧开始

花刚开

蜜蜂等着采花蜜

二人等待对方的主动

就如蜜蜂等花开后再采蜜

当然，

往往都是花做主动咯

我喜欢春天

意味着美好的开始

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夏天

意味着两人的过程

也许从一见钟情直到开始认识

从暧昧直到开始？？

不懂啦，没有经验

热情的夏天

就像在热恋中的情侣

甜甜蜜蜜

看到都 =.=

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秋天

意味着两人感情的煎熬

也许从甜蜜步入等等的误会

问题不断出现

就像大树落叶

悲哀啊！

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冬天

意味着两人的结局

误会不停发生

因为面子

不肯道歉

因为面子

不愿挽留

因为面子

不懂珍惜

因为性格

不愿解释

最后？？

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

期待春天去罗马看历史古物

期待夏天去夏威夷看阳光海滩

期待秋天去韩国看落叶

期待冬天去东京购物

这一切的一切

谁还记得？？？

期待下一个春天

那美好的开始

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以上题材并非本人立场，只是突然被一个朋友影响。谁？请往下看

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went Little Pantry with one of my closest fren

Her name is Wendy

i knew her since 14 years ago

she has a boy fren

they 'love' each other more than 6 years

they came to a situation where planned to get married soon

they plan to buy a new house and a new car

when she told me tis

wow!! im so surprise

why??

cox i juz realised that im stil single

well..

im not desire for getting a partner now

instead, i plan to develope my cg, my studies, my home business and so i never think of it so far

yet,

im stil praying and waiting for my Mr.Right

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exam.. exam.. exam...

final.. final... final..

you tis bastard makes me so tired

but i dunnoe why

i never fear of tis exam

i wonder why

is it God blessed me peace or i got no heart in tis exam?

i hope de answer is de 1st one...

haha

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Mr K arr Mr.K

i noe u facing the same thing wif me...

haha

from 12th to 27th kan??

havent start memorising ur sample essay hor?

add oil la

wisma belia and UM waiting for u..

i dun wish u will b my classmate in august lor..

again... add oil bah

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Regards,
MeiKei =)

2011-04-26T16:05:00.002+08:00

茫海人群中

唯独我看见了你

只因你仍然重要和特别

茫海人群中

相遇却不可相见

只因我们世界不再一样

茫海人群中

眼光从未离开过你

只因你仍然是最耀眼的

别对我太好，

我怕我会爱上你

(shanelle liew)

Regards,

Mei Kei =)

26/2/2011

4.14pm

2011-04-21T04:13:00.002+08:00

兜兜转转，
回到原点。
以为青灯，
不断前进。
直到橙灯，
暂时停下。
最后红灯，
画上句点。

看见彩虹时，
你的反应如何？
看见星星时，
你的想法如何？
看见月亮时，
你的她在哪儿？

等待再次看见双彩虹
等待再次看见笑脸月亮
等待再次看见中秋节的星星
因为这所有都是美好的

值得回忆和感恩的就是美好的中秋节
为什么？
只有我懂

pointless blog post... gerli~~~
yiakz~~~
anyway.. try to love God's creature
God's creatures are so awesome..
have a nice day frens...

Regards,
Mei Kei =)

挂念

2011-04-18T03:01:00.004+08:00

一种信念，分开以后再兑现

一种挂念，岁月当中不改变

一种分离，完全为等再重遇

苦多情，

朝思夜梦，还想初相见

分离以后，还想回头多一次

日落以后，才懂珍惜再一次

等悲也，

思想回顾每一幕

蜒蝶情，

如今如同断莲丝

路人呀，

东南情路难行也

面容里，

颜开媚笑或优愁？

晴天日，

锋路弯曲仍难行

世人哪，

我心无人能猜透

知己呀，

谁知我心等伤害？？？

我心呀，

何时才可全封闭？？

Regards,

Mei Kei

suddenly got feel write like tis... haha..

felt like going bek to secondary skul.. =)

相逢？流逝？

2011-04-14T15:37:00.003+08:00

一种相思

万缕柔肠

何时始再得相逢？？？

身不由己

时间飘逝

何时记忆全流逝？？？

Regards, meikei

traffic light

2011-04-08T13:45:00.003+08:00

it turned red light since long time ago..
will it turns to green light in the future??
hmm..
i wonder =)

Regards,
Meikei

birthday cake

2011-04-04T02:54:00.005+08:00

wow!!! my mom's bday is coming ard the corner n my mom told me to buy her a jelly cake at last... i found a website which selling jelly cake de de bakery shop is located at bandar puteri tis is wat i planned to buy for my mom cox she likes tis... but too bad.. it need rm330 for my mom:

i told my mom to buy me tis for my 21st cox its so cute n its for 21st de.. but it cost rm530 =(

i wan tis jelly cake... can i? if too expensive then mai tis one lo.. got cow oso or tis one lor... got moo moo oso =( hehe.. tis is for ying ying: tis is for melvin: tis is for zoe leong: guess who am i going to giv?? for qian qi... his bday coming soon ler! tis is for my dear... shanelle =) for wilson... gam ngam i saw it then think dao him ad: haha.. for cassie choy regards..

meikei...

happy birthday =)

2011-04-01T03:46:00.005+08:00

31/3/2011
很委屈的开着车去当叶绮的司机
但为了服事和没有车的缘故
我愿意
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

在车等了她不短的时间
在车里想了很多事情
以前，第一次驾这车去叶绮家载她
以前，驾着车去载人
以前，在车里祷告
以前，在车里的闲聊
以前，驾这辆车去修理
以前，坐这辆车去补习，上课，去教会，拿生日礼物
以前，在车上拿外卖
以前，学习打油
太多的以前和以前
还有以前

真的很想念
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一打开电台
只有一个反应
就是=.=
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亲爱的医生，
你可否不要再打电话来？
这只会更不好
可否不要在信息来？
可否不要在问我问题？
可否不要在让我拿以前的东西来答你？
我不想再想！
不懂就问别人
别问我
答了你又不要接受那你要我怎样？？
=.= 我的答案是我没有！！
不是我！
我不懂是谁！
自己去找啦！
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
我前几天只能做的就是回答护士的问题
我相信你那天已经足够了
拜托，
给我一个解脱
我累了！
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星期二做了一个超笨的事情
下着雨
但为了买喜欢吃的东西而淋雨
过后钱包没钱又淋雨去车拿钱
过后在淋雨去给钱
过后在淋雨上车
不要看小毛毛雨
杀伤力够大
所以现在生病到~~~
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值得吗？
我认为值得
我仍然相信和盼望
Regards,
Mei Kei

one year later

2011-03-30T03:06:00.005+08:00

在玩fb时无意中发现一个photo album

在去年的这个时间
我还乘坐着飞机
从台湾赶着回来吧
至于为什么那么赶呢？
哈哈
算了吧！
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一回到家
就赶着飞去教会了
谈复活节的事情
到了晚上
感谢两位伟大的人
陪我去客家村吃东西
此外，
还时常做我的邮差
十分的谢谢
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一年又过了
很多事情改变了
人会变，月会圆
这句话果然每错
在一年里
很多不如意的事情都发生
例子？？
客家村不在了
sek 4装修了
aladdin 装修了
很多事情都完全改变了
至于最重要的
竟然也会改变
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07-chelsea jersey(mun fei)
08-onverse bag (kee)
09-bible (victor)
10-zara shoes (yeqi & zheng wei)
11-prayer (mei qi)
12??????
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那天做工时看见有两个人对话
A：DO you noe wats the power is C wearing?
B: He wearing 2 brands only , B&L or Medivue from England optical, -275
A: Less water or more water?
B: less water, what else u buying?
A: fash wash
B: buy oil control de la, C is oily face
A:we buy zap brand
B: oic
A: we buy ice tea oso
B:I tot C likes apple juice n ice lemon tea, didnt know C likes ice tea
A: ya lo, v bought apple juice n ice lemon tea lo
B:oic
A:wah, u really liao jie C so much
me: i said to tis ppl... is nt B liao jie C lor, is C totally never notice abt B lor.. buy shoes oso buy wrong size... so beh.. buy lens oso buy wrong... beh ppl (actually i noe them well so i got the rite to interrupt de conversation)
but its very fun
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went to look out point juz now
a memorable place ever
went there once wif the rite one before
when i pass by paranoma restaurant, it reminded me abt the tower
i din visit the tower juz now
cox its raining... =(
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终于三月份告一段落了
rock party is waiting for me
人生的另一个转折点： 12/3/2011
晚安各位 =）

coming soon...

2011-03-29T03:36:00.000+08:00

越来越靠近了这已经来临了 =(

raining...

2011-03-25T02:47:00.003+08:00

its raining now...
a sentence floating in my mind
but i still remember this scene
"最美的不是下雨天，是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐" jay chou in secret

haha
i love jay chou so much
i remember the scene that he cycles his bike and went for breakfast together before class
then got scolded by teachers and prefect
summore the gal gave a big surprise to the guy
went to the guy's skul during his 1st performance

he played the song of '说好的幸福呢' with the grand piano
the guy said that his fren's frens, family went the guy's skul to support their love one but none of his fren and family member go his skul to support him
at last the gal went to his skul to support him
so cham lor that gal...
no one she noes, no one accompany her but at last u noe wat the gal get from the guys??
dun even 1 word from tat guy..
the gal disappointed and cried in the toilet... how sad
after the performance, the guy said to her
y u come my skul? drive ur car bek home la!!
the gal said: i dunno how to drive to ur skul n so i take taxi de..
the guy said: then come for wat, stil nid send u home
..............................................................
although i love him much, but he is so bad lor
harlo
never appreciate but scold ppl like tat
summore not easy to get into the skul lo
the gal purposely steal his fren's number from his phone
then communicate wif his fren only get into the skul one lor
at last... the story got no gud ending
bcox there is only 1 part who willing give but not a 2 way giving
de ending is not nice at all!!!!

fatty

2011-03-24T01:33:00.001+08:00

an 'en dao' ppl looked for me in facebook juz now
he reminded me sumthing
i nearly forget about it
yes..
coming around the corner..
so wat??
non of my business my fren
but im happy that u stil remember this fren
as this fren never be alone
im here tis year but not in Taiwan
no flight delay jor
wahahaha
but yet...
juz ... ga yao la

regards,
mei kei =)

so angry

2011-03-18T03:28:00.002+08:00

读读下书
有一个人惹到我超生气
我要骂你骂个够够以发泄
hem!
巴不得你塞车去setapak 两小时
回家塞两小时
弹吉他被string 弹到
每一场chelsea 大输
每一次踢futsal 不会赢！！
每天弹错key
在五线谱上画错豆豆
还有什么呢？
吃sushi吃到不够钱给
每次买不到halls, clorects, mentos!!
shell card 被没收
全世界停止售卖苹果汁
mac book lack 到没有的再lack
不懂还可以骂什么
ipod 录不到歌
车只能驾到60时速（这个够绝吧，哈哈）
再也买不到contact lens
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
看你以后还敢不敢得罪我
怕了吗？
纯绥发泄
=p

Sorry that i love you

2011-03-18T01:41:00.002+08:00

Fren, i think u need to sing this out
haha

"For all of the time that i tried for your smile
For making you think that i was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine
For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind
And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
So sorry that i loved you
Sorry that i needed you
Sorry that i hold you tight
And I'm So sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by
For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when i fled the scene
sorry love,for wasting your time
And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
I'm so sorry that i loved you
Sorry that i needed you
Sorry that i hold you tight
And apology now after all of this time
But I'm hoping I'm Sorry will open your mind
To love love love love in your life
Sorry that i hurt youSorry that i fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
So sorry that i hurt you
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry do can't turn back time
I'm sorry that i loved you
I'm sorry that i hurt you
I'm so sorry that i loved you
I'm sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i loved you"

paul???

2011-03-18T01:31:00.002+08:00

"its ok, its ok, but its not ok" (2007)
haha...
i would like to use tis sentence to start my day =)
day 7
wow...
wat a long holiday
wat a long break
its time to shut the nightmare n wake up to start a new day ler =)
...................................................
thx a pair of couple for the sharing session
wat u guys did really touch me
maybe im quality time de bah
haha
...................................................
i had decided that i wanna to choose Paul's route
there is no righteous.. from Bible de, not from me
so yea... im de next Paul...
stop saying me stubborn ok???
liew yap kee stop ya!!!
...................................................
to someone
u really very bad lor
simply go tell ppl
how fish i am
juz go ahead if u wanna de whole world to noe!!!
ish....
=p
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搭错车

2011-03-16T02:33:00.005+08:00

before i start to write my day..
i would like to giv a credit to a person
thanks mr.khor who helped me to hand in essay although he need to encounter my lecturer's black face
haha
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我想去一个地方
上了巴士等待司机叔叔载到我去那个地方
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climax 来了
望着外面的树木，景色，车子
我睡着了
因为太迟睡了
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重点来了
到了终站，所有人下了车
只剩我一个
当我醒时
我根本不懂我自己在哪里
原来我上错了巴士
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在整个路程中
我一直等待我到达目的地后的那种喜乐
一直等待
到了后来，原来是一场空
原来我上错了车
下错了站

简直就是浪费自己的时间
我根本不应该上这两巴士
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我从遥远的路途走回属于自己的地方
一直走，一直走，一直走

走了很久
走的很累
还很想去到属于我的那站
我继续的走
最后我放弃了
因为我累了

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
是否该放弃再去这个地方？？
我很想再去这个地方
但是这个地方很陌生
也许以前我时常都去
但现在这个地方太陌生了
我会否在回到那个地方的终站？？
我不晓得
但我希望我能够 =（
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