Goodbye~~

24th nov... declaration of death of my grandpa..
I felt ntg when i got de news from my mom...
25th nov.. i went to the funeral..
i did nt feel sad but feel uneasy..
sum1 left me.. i had no courage to near de coffin as i noe i will drop tears..
at last.. i chose nt to near it..
then, i saw a guy.. close to me but strange to me...
i noe i miss him alot..
but i had no courage to say 'hi' or greet him..
he seems older than last, white hairs appeared n wrinkles around..
he said tat: u thin ady.. how come??
my heart felt sour n tears gonna to drop bt i tell myself tat b tough!! never cry!!
at last.. he sat far away from me..
i stil love him alot... i really love him.. supr duper love him..
no matter wat u did, wat u talk or how u hurt me...
im stil love u...
i dunno when can i meet u again... but i appreciate de time i saw u..
almost half yr i had heard no news abt u..
ntg else i can do for u.. bt juz pray 4 u..
hope tat u r healthy, happy n hav a gud life..
God, giv him everything tat u going to giv me..
he nids u... thx God letting i meet him 2day...
although it was a funeral, bt thx too..

i'm back

i'm coming back to the heart of worship
when its all about You,
when its all about You, Jesus...
I'm sory Lord 4 the things i made it..
When its all about You,
when its all about you Jesus...

主你永远与我同在
在你里面没有改变
你的坚定
从昨天到今天
一直到永远...
靠你丰盛应许站立
我的未来在你手中
坚固磐石
全能真神
我敬拜你....

Continue mold me lord..
thx.. really thx..
i dunno where am i or wat am i doing now if my life without u..
thx for appearing in my life...
i will restore now.. muackxzx

blur?? 模糊

哈哈...
今天和'你'去吃晚餐..
谢谢'你'在这几天一直陪着我..
虽然你不知道我发生什么事情..
但'你'从来没有把卦..
反而一直陪着我..
很开心有你这位好朋友..
觉得你开始慢慢了解我了.. 哈哈..
去日本一定要买手信给我噢..
你答应过我你会带我go full house& street cafe de..
真的很谢谢你..
往往都是你逗我开心..
明天在McD见!!

where???

where are 'you'??
so close yet so far....

yea!!

终于看了jennifer's body..
谢谢''你'' 陪我看噢..
突然想起了在遥远的'你'..
不知你在干什么..
往往都是你陪我走街和吃东西..
最近没有上课让我不时想起你..
好想你噢.....
期待你在下星期五陪我的时间..
想你~~ 宝贝~~

to miss L

suddenly think of 1 gal who dance wif me b4..
u r de one who told me to update my blog..
tis is wrote 4 her...
erm..
jiayou la...
when i saw u in our 'home'..
u hav always no smile on ur face..
u hav 1 'big son' who very 'not dim'
u might no faith n confident in doing many things...
but hor.. u really improve alot ler..
i hav no courage to tell u when i c u.. but i will support u at de back..
im happy to serve wif u although i hav no much time to b wif u..
but i really think u as my gud gud fren in our home..
jiayou.. rely on Him...
mayb ur 'him' ad gone.. but u stil hav HIM..
haha.. u noe im saying u...
dun mention front of me if u saw tis as i will paiseh..
really jiayou arr miss L...
i blif u will hav a strong team wif u one day.. never giv up..

我不想再看见这一切了!!
也不想再听你的''原因''了!!
可以让我休息吗???
我选择撤除...
不想再有机会知道更多!!
never be my obstacle!!!
Amos 3:3...
u would understand...
it will always remind me de situation...
take k

足够了!!!!

乱!

感觉很奇怪..
身边的朋友一个又一个遇到很多问题..
让我渐渐地害怕..
看见我一个朋友放下了一段超过四年的感情..
又有一个还放不下两年的感情..
还有一个正在面临选则的问题..
更有一个完全得不到肯定而头痛的问题..
我呢??
哈哈!! 我最被祝福..
永远都有一个避风港湾..
二十四小时与我聊天..
永远不会撇下我..
永远在支持我..
我爱你!!!