Goodbye~~

24th nov... declaration of death of my grandpa..
I felt ntg when i got de news from my mom...
25th nov.. i went to the funeral..
i did nt feel sad but feel uneasy..
sum1 left me.. i had no courage to near de coffin as i noe i will drop tears..
at last.. i chose nt to near it..
then, i saw a guy.. close to me but strange to me...
i noe i miss him alot..
but i had no courage to say 'hi' or greet him..
he seems older than last, white hairs appeared n wrinkles around..
he said tat: u thin ady.. how come??
my heart felt sour n tears gonna to drop bt i tell myself tat b tough!! never cry!!
at last.. he sat far away from me..
i stil love him alot... i really love him.. supr duper love him..
no matter wat u did, wat u talk or how u hurt me...
im stil love u...
i dunno when can i meet u again... but i appreciate de time i saw u..
almost half yr i had heard no news abt u..
ntg else i can do for u.. bt juz pray 4 u..
hope tat u r healthy, happy n hav a gud life..
God, giv him everything tat u going to giv me..
he nids u... thx God letting i meet him 2day...
although it was a funeral, bt thx too..