latte~~

i miss the taste of latte..我的天空今天有点灰~~

哈哈

juz went for supper wif a fren

my fren told me to think of rainbow

i said i wan sing 天灰

i met a secondary skul fren juz now

de 1st sentence came out from her mouth was de same question

haiz...

y huh?? y huh??

im who i am!!

not some one to anyone

25/6 got another gathering summore

God bless me bah

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wow

3 months had passed

1st week was de toughest week for me

2nd week was de week i hide myself in my room and spend time wif Him

i tot it will be better after 3 mths..

who knows..

its unexpected

i guess felt worse than last?

omg!!

its de answer

i felt pain.. stil de pain

many ppl told me de same thing..

but... its really uneasy for me

i tried! i told myself im very tough.. i muz be tough

but tis is not de case

when i kept telling myself Nai Mei Kei is tough

let de time flows naturally

but de outcome was not wat i want

i tried from many ways

but how??

ntg i get.. stil de same pain.. even worse

i really dun wish to be like tat

but i really felt ntg i can do... omg!!

Hope, chance, i dun nid

answer,explaination,reason, i dun nid

wat i nid is... time perhaps.. i dunno

u might say nid anot oo...

yes wor, really like tat wor... adui

haha

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aikz

august is coming

i really dislike august

no one knows why

result releasing in august bah

1st ye degree or 2nd yr degree leh?

i hope 2nd year

i pray that de miracle of 5 loaves 2 fishes will fall on me

plz...

Regards,

MeiKei =(