People only see what they prepared to see

People only see what they are prepared to see..

yes... im not ready

im not well prepared

how long did i force myself not to see

not to know

not to feel

not to view

not to concerned

not to care everything about this?

how long?

i counted.. 18 months

when i tried my best to do

something sure happen

someSix showed me something in facebook

i know she got no other meaning and juz playing around

but haha.. thanks.. i felt uneasy but i noe time to let me move further and go perhaps?

i wonder

how long didn't we take a single picture?

ya.. we did.. the last one was 17/07/2010

1 year ago bah??

the same cloth, same person.. but the difference was...

was the smile..

i didn't even see your happy smile face in the photo that we taken together

but how come?? yeah.. only someSix knows what i mean i guess

Two persons who i admire the most told me to settle down my work in 3 mths

yes

i give myself 3 months more

i must delete someTwo in my memory

i hope i can

i wish to lost my memory..

juz like wat 'ren guang xi' got in the drama of next stop

plz... i think i really need it...

but it is just a foolish and childish thinking

maybe...

when i come to the neck part of the bottle

You will show me Your way again...

i really need it God

plz plz plz!!!!

=(

Good night everyone..

Regards,

MeiKei